RE: Twitter Message

I may sound rude but here's what I feel. Sorry in advance...
I can forgive what you said on twitter and FB, addressing me indirectly but I cant forget that.
I just wanna be alone.
and I've realized that 'm not meant for love or friendship, these are not my things...
I did what I felt right and so did you
'm already going through so much of shit and you know all of that
so yeah, for now I wanna be alone
and 'm glad that you messaged me but....












Sorry again if I'm rude

how could u think that I would be upset just because you were talking about some other guy
and specially HIM, C'mon, I never took seriously when u hug other people in front of me. How could I be upset on that.
The other day I was expecting YOU to help not anyone else
and what You did, stopped others from helping me.
...and when I came to apologize, You didn't even bother to look at me.
If You really loved me, You would have given another chance to our relation.
That shows how Mature our love was.
Anyways, now there's no turning back and its already too late.
Good Luck with rest of your life

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

so that was all lie
those chats, tweet blogs...every thing was a lie
if you have any problem with me, tell me in my face, please
I was hoping that you were gonna help me when I was in trouble but someone else showed up and helped me.
I felt like You didn't care about me
I never meant to hurt you but I think I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU!!!
and I apologize for my actions.
I had fun time with you and I hope u had too.
That's all I have to say.
Good Luck for what ever You do in your Life.

CIMP BEGINS TOMORROW!!!
what an awesome day it was.
It was amazing to see all my friends again. Had fun with them. Stephanie Fernandez is AMAZING. Her pervert-ness is at its best. When she starts, she just doesn't stop and when she stops the air just feels empty. So glad and fortunate I am to have you, Steph!!!. Helen another master piece from heaven. So humble she is. Aruna, Mano, Sabrina, Keith and every one else are simply Gems in my life, making it beautiful :)

Ok, so today I was quite successful to attain what I planned to get from the Orientation Day
I was the team leader of all those students who's names begun from "M".
It was exciting and a new experience for me to lead such a diverse group of people, though they were quite slow except of few students.
I just died shouting to wake 'em up so we could had a nice fun time together. We were just getting the momentum and it rained. :( I was like "WHAT THE HELL". And that rain saved those freshies from "CIMP Dance" as well :@

Semester finally and officially starts tomorrow. This time I really have to put my ass on the line to get atleast average of 80%. By the way I have got this new to work on. I'm writing "Letters to God" every day and its fun actually. What ever I just don't tell to my friends, I just write that down in those letters. It feels so relaxing.

Things getting better but still there are so many things to fix and for that I'm seeking God's help. Hope He will turn things in me and family's favor. Ameen

H O L I D A Y S

"holidays were never boring that before"
Lets go to flash back..not much just a Year back
zuuuuiiiipppp *sound Effects* (;
*Sunday, June 7th, 2009
12:45pm PST*
Can you see that nice and tall guy, bit chubby with a hat on?...yeah...yeah...that one
yeah that's me and all others are my friends
and we are playing Cricket
WRROOOMMMMM *car passes by*
Be careful, we play on streets so you better keep your eyes open
see how happy I am :)
*Sunday, June 7th, 2009
11:30pm PST*
Me and my friends are at Sea View eating corns and Pani Puri, drinking coconut water and staring at beautiful girls (;
Check Out the BIG SMILE on my face :D

Now come back to Present
zuuuuiiiipppp *sound Effects* (;
*Sunday, June 4th, 2010
12:32 am MST*
Now can you see that BIG SMILE on my face anymore??
No, Right?
This is just because I had no one who could take me out and entertain me
All my friends here in Malaysia were busy with their old buddies from secondary and high schools and the rest flew back to their countries
And during the whole month I went out only four times
twice to Airport to see off my Aunt, Brother and Sister
Once to Penang just for 2 days and 1 night for my Table Tennis tournament
And
Today For a Hindi movie with Manu
It was fun:D
before the movie, we went for pool and I just won a single game out of four
and that wasn't even a well deserved victory
because
Manu mistakenly put the Cue ball along with the 8th ball :P
Anyways, He knows his angles and I dont :D
And then it was Show time
sharing some dialogues here from the movie "I HATE LUV STORYS"
"Solution to every problem is *ex "
"without Alcohol Devdas Looks Funny"
"...Just Listen to Me"
"...You Have The Nice Bum, Rajiv"
yeah thats all from the movie
and while we were going for lunch, an uncle stopped us and asked, "who won between Uruguay and Portugal, LAST NIGHT?"
and we were like "Portugal didnt play last night"
After couple of minutes that uncle went away, it just clicked in my mind that Portugal was out of the tournament ages ago then how the hell did they play last night?
and then we were like making fun of him that how do people follow World Cup?
silly old man (:
Now just Watched GERMANY vs ARGENTINA.
GER 4-0 ARG
Germans really kicked their ass and Maradona's dream turned into a nightmare.
"I saw crying faces of Maradona, Messi, Treviz and saw Hitler dancing in Hell"
The BEST DAY of my holidays

Bonds are made in heaven
and the most strongest bond in this world is none another than the bond between a Mother and her Child
No matter what the circumstances are, a Mother will always try her level best to fulfill all the needs of her child.
We must thank God that we all belong to well do families but think of those families who have nothing to provide to their kids.
They hardly manage to get their kids a piece of bread a day.
Even in these situation the love of a Mother never decreases.
Her affection never decreases.
There's a similar story of a Mother who I personally know.
She does belong to a well do family. She married to a rich Foreigner who drives BMW.
She gave birth to a Beautiful, cute and adorable baby girl after 7 years of marriage.
you might feel that this kind of a life every woman wants to live.
But its not exactly the way it looks like.
The marriage shouldnt have lasted long than a night.
But her family kept her saying that she had to believe in Lord and Lord will make things easier for her.
She spent 10 years of her life with that guy.
And even those days weren't her golden, beautiful or romantic days
She was beaten every single day. Her days started with curse and insult and ended crying.
And now that person wants to give her the divorce.
Since the woman belongs to The Eastern Muslim Traditions, she tried her level best to safe her married life.
But nothing worked out
Divorce is not a big deal now a days. people hook up and break up and then hook up again.
But this divorce wasn't that simple as well
Couple of months back the guy ran away with his daughter separating a MOTHER from her CHILD.
that was just the beginning.
She was kicked out of the house, taken away the car and above all couldn't see her daughter for months.
Now in a foreign country how a mother's gonna survive?
divorce was one sided and the only thing that Mother asked was the custody of her Child.
She cant do any thing because the law was not gonna support her since she was an immigrant.
The case is still pending in the court...
There are so many other Mothers like her who have had separated from their children craving to see them once.
Our male domain society and lack of Law enforcement has taken away the peace of mind and soul from those poor Mothers.
But they have given the lesson to other Mothers as well that they must be prepared, be wise, keep your options open and try to be independent.
We are lucky that we are living with our mothers, we must thank God for such a wonderful gift God has given to us and we must respect our mother.
Tonight before you go to sleep ask your self, how much you have given to your Mom and how much she has given to you!!

DEDICATED TO ALL MOTHERS
Love You Mom